Please understand I didn’t write this so that I can have people feel sorry for me, because that’s the last thing I need and want. I simply needed to talk about it, to let it out. To say whats on my mind because I can only tell my family so much before they start making weird faces and start crying ! Read at your own risk;
Its been about two weeks since I received the news that broke me down and yet made me stronger. I have yet to talk about the thoughts that ran through my head, the feeling that rushed through my body, the anger I felt, and the pain that was trapped inside of me. Many people wouldn’t know that I live everyday in constant pain. They also wouldn’t know that I have a growing tumor the size of a baseball inside of me either, but I do.